I'm only me when i'm with you!

well lets start this off with a big HELLO!!!
now that i said hello i'm just gonna babble on untill i think i have babbled enough xD sounds like a very good plan since i have nothing better to do than babble
okay well on sunday i get to see my BF yay! I'm oh so very happy about that since we havent seen each other since may. i dont really like the long distance relationship thing but since i love him i think i can try this out for awhile which i have been doing. its kinda hard cuz in 8th grade i was so used to seeing him every day when i walked into the cafeteria. i loved just seeing him. then this past yr (9th grade) even though i knew he moved i was still expecting him for some reason to be there in the cafeteria waiting for me but of course it didnt happen. which is okay i knew it wouldnt. i just wish he was a bit close instead of 2.5 hrs away even if it was just an hour away that would just be so much better cuz that would put him in austin and i could drive to austin when i am able to drive that is. i'm just not sure if the long distance is gonna work out. i love him but i also like to see my boyfriend more than once every couple months. i hate that part the most. i dont know why his parents couldnt try to find a job closer to blanco. =/
well next wednesday i get to see one of friends, maggie. she is awesome. i love her. i havent seen her since school let out =( i havent seen abunch of my age friends since school let out. i could try to talk my mom into letting me go to a party after i see aric but i dont think that is gonna happen

hmmm

okay so on sunday i will more than likely go to the movies with aric. yay! i'm like really nervous for some reason. I haven't seen him since may and i am like freaking out. its not even a for sure thing yet. he wants tog o in the evening but i dont think i can go that late so its like grrrr. i wish i could drive

ellooooooo

okay well on the 14th i left for New York. It was so much fun!! I loved the city! we packed so much stuff in one day it seemed like. the first day was traveling. so we basically just went to dinner and had pizza!! the toppings fell off of my piece xD it happened to the rest of my family too. well the second day was the most packed. we started at the statue of liberty, then the world trade center site (aka ground zero), then we went to time square, then we went to the Apple store on 5th Avenue! the third day we went to canal st down in china town and shopped for "designer" purses and went to see phantom of the opera w/ the family at the majestic theater on broadway! it was absolutely wonderful
time square we went to mainly every where big. we went to toys r us, madame trussodes, and hard rock cafe. we spent two hours in madame trussodes which took up most of our afternoon but it was fun so i dont complain. the apple store was amazing as always! but i could have spent foreverz in there if i could have!! as usual xD

question!

really random but i have a question can sumone answer it plz

on a "normal" 12 hr clock u wish at 11:11 PM, so on a 24 hr clock(aka Militarty time) do u wish at 23:23 or at 23:11???

i have no clue so i leave it with that for yall to ponder

ello

since i know nobody i know reads this i put what i feel in here. and if you are some one i know you can txt me about this stuff but you can not repeat it to anybody.

so now that is clear.

well today is my dad's birthday. my mom called and reminded me today! So I baked some brownies. I'm hoping they turn out correctly because I used two different mixes that have two different baking times and now the top layer is done and the bottom layer still needs to cook a little bit. if they turn out correctly they should taste delicious!! The top layer is the kind w/ walnuts in it and the bottom layer has chocolate chips in it! yumm!! =) we also dont have a gift for him DX mom said not to worry about it buttttttt its his birthday how can you not worry about it!!

okay umm well its been pretty boring here. supposed to get to like 105 today! wow! thats gunna be hot. my room is right were the sun comes up to so i get the heat full blown w/ my window being right there. gahh!! >_<

I made a new friend a couple nights ago on myyearbook he is really nice and puts friends first which is what i like to do. his name is James. he lives in boerne tx. and thats all i know oh and he has a wii xD we kinda messaged for a while one night this week. i stayed up till about 1 AM messaging him. It was kinda fun talking to him. I think i might have a tiny itty bitty crush on him. to be honest the reason i started messaging him was because i thuoght he looked cute. i know thats kinda shallow but truthfully i didn't care at all cuz he responded bak! and fe fe approves but i think she would approve over anybody other than my current BF aric and one of my friends Jerrick (who i used to like).

well i think thats it i will post more some time later

Peace and Love!

wow

i have not been on here in what feels like forever! lets see the last post was in april its now july that is a total of three months. wow okay so to catch up in april i did brake up w/ tate and started going out w/ aric again =) my grandpa got married on april 24th i think.not the happiest about it. my grandma found out about it like a week ago. damn it blew up in our faces. i saw aric in may and i was so happy! He was my first kiss! I am almost positive that i love him! we didn't get past regionals with out play. its okay there is always next year. i switched over to AT&T. i went to spain this yr. i'm kinda just filling you in on my life i dont even know if anybody even reads this anymore. i think that is about it. i will probably write more now that i'm home for summer.

1 month

i skiped a whole month with out typing anything on here. wow!!

OUR PLAY IS GOING TO THE NEXT LEVEL!!

details on that: okay im in One Act Play which is where you perform an act from a play for competition and i have been in that since 7th grade.

We also got BEST TECHNICAL CREW!!!

even with a minor/major error! 

okay well i think im gonna break up with tate. we dont really talk a whole bunch and i am starting to like another guy. 

i think hats it

hey!

Its been awhile since I have blogged. Nothing much has really changed. I found some new (well new to me) bands. here is a list

• Nickasaur
• Stephen Jerzak
• A Rocket To The Moon
• Chase Coy
• Matchbook Romance

Those are the bands that I found! I like the first two the best! Nickasaur is awesome. He is mostly techno!!! Stephen Jerzak is a mixture of techno and acustic. the others are like that too!

I am still very obsessed with Nevershoutnever!

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Monday!!!!!

It was awesome! Me and my friends never stop laughing. It is so much fun! Usually I don't like mondays cuz I dont wanna go to school and I dont wanna get up for practice but I was super excited today. i couldnt wait to talk bout saturday and Kit. Haha. I swear! He was OMG! I didn't tell Tate bout him though xD. I don't think I should. If you read my blog tell me yes or no because I want to tell him but idk if I should. It was a funny story though.

Woo! o_O

I'm home from UIL. There was this hot guy there. He looks almost exactly like William Beckett from The Academy Is... I got his name its Kit! xD I regret not getting digits though =( I almost didnt get his name. It was funny I think I scared him. He was about to leave and I like yelled at him HEY WHATS YOUR NAME?! He looked freaked.

well it was fun

yippee!

yay! i finally know how to spell that word! Thank You Christofer Drew for helping me learn how to spell xD. Its true though I didn't know how to spell Yippee.
okay well i am in BCIS-I again. I AM SO FREAKING BORED!!! Yesterday was so easy i was able to make a nevershoutnever collage. Its awesome right! I cant wait till next yr!

srry the pic didnt post! my BCIS computer is retarded >=( I cant upload it to photobucket either so I will try again on monday. TTYL

haha

Okay well I've been basically doing nothing except for studying and texting Aric. I have to say I haven't been this happy since me and Tate started going out. I don't think I will ever get over Aric comepletly and I don't think I really want to. He was my first "real" boyfriend. I had two before him but it was just like okay we are going out and nothing ever happened. I think he was my first Love to. Thats what my friend Maggie and Fe Fe say. I was sad when he moved. I took it kind of calm though not that much crying but when my mom asked me bout him I bawled my eyes out. It was tough knowing that he wouldnt be there on the first day of school. I just wish he would have been able to stay. Well we have been txting again. We stopped for like 3 months. And I am very happy now!

March 14th

is a very important date. Should I tell you why right now or wait and just slip it in a small sentence? I'll just tell you now but there is a story so you have to sit through the story. sorry.

On October 28th 2008, I went to this concert at Emo's Alternative Lounge. The lineup waas Nevershoutnever!, Ace Enders and a Million Different People, and Hellogoodbye. As you know I LOVE Nevershoutnever! Well at the concert we (Alina, Dottie, and Eleanor) didn't know who Nevershoutnever! was. When we saw him we were just like OMG he is so hot!! Well now we are all like OMG when is his next concert. It ends up his next concert in our area is on March 14th!!! WE ARE LIKE OMG WE HAVE TO MEET HIM!!!! well thats the signifacance of MArch 14th.

Well, I have to go to bed I will write more tomorrow while im in BCIS!

TEETH!

okay without the numbness my mouth hurts like hell even more! It SUCKS!

I can bearly bite down.

I missed my play practice last night. Tate played the wolf in our play and i missed it. i really wish i coul have gone. I probably wont be able to watch our basketball game tonight too. Im missin a lot this weekend =(

holy $#!*

my mouth hurts really badly! i just had my wisdom teeth out and it sucks! I'm tired amd in pain it hurts. gahhh is kinda weird too. only my left lower side of my mouth is numb. it feels funny when i drink stuff

I miss screamig and fighting

thats a tiny tiny lyric from Taylor Swift's song The Way I Loved You.

Well this week I only had one day of school! I got exempt from all my classes. I'm also super duper happy cuz saturday i'm going over to sophie's house and fe fe is going to spend the night with me after we go to sophie's house. Thursday I get my wisdom teeth out =( its kinda scary. the doctors r putting me to sleep when they do it. friday i cant go to my basketball game wich sucks =/ like a bunch of us are gonna be gone.

DUDE!!!

ME AND SAMi WENT SUPR CRAZY TODAY!!!! OMG!

 WE WERE AT HER HOUSE AND WE STARTED PLAYING VIDEO GAMES AND WELL IT JUST GOT CRAZIER WE WERE PLAYING WITH A STUFFED PIKACHU WELL ITS ONE OF THOSE STORIES YOU JUST HAD TO BE THERE FOR!

hhhmmmm

I finally decided to change  my name to what narrows me down even more!

I LOVE NEVERSHOUTNEVER! in case you couldn't tell. my default is also NSN (Christofer drew) 

Wonderfulness friday! it was just like awesome! me and Fe Fe first crashed my bros birthday party xD.Then, We went to CJ's (pizza place in my town) and got something to eat. Her mom got us a snack before the games. We both won our games. Tate (my boyfriend) came to the game. He spent a couple hours at my house afterwards cuz his bro and my bro are like best friends. So that gave us a bit more time to be together but also being in a house of 9 yr olds with two 15 yr olds didnt give us much alone time.

Today was such a blow off day. we did practically nothing in all of my classes. my English Teacher let me sami and sophie practically die of laughter the whole time. We were so hyper. it wasnt even funny people probably thought we were on drugs. I'm not on drugs but it prolly looked liked it.

okay well here is a pic of me and my bf

if u cant tell I'm the one in the headband xD

okay well ttyl

WoWz

There is like nothing to do except for study.

dont wanna do it

hmm

well lets see today was good espeacially at OAP practice! my boyfriend is fantastic! I really really like him!

well thats bout it ttyl

B-O-R-E-D

well that spells bored! incase you cant spell. i cant spell that well either so dont feel bad.

well im bored and dont wanna play video games.

I had a dream the other night ago and it was well weird:

I was at some concert place and saw my ex, Aric. He moved away to Ohio. He also said there was very very very slim chance of him coming back. Well me and Aric started talking by the end of the concert we were holding hands. Then all of a sudden we were at his house and it was like he had never moved away. we were holding hands we were even about to kiss and then i remembered my stupid basketball game. so he took me to my grandparents and left from there. My grandma ended up making me miss my game. and then i woke up

Something good something bad

Is it good that its the new year or is it bad?

For me its good fresh start for 2009! I can try to forget the painful memories of '08! Gonna party this year up!

WOO HERE IS A PIC OF PATD!! panic at the disco!

That is before they changed their style! and technically their name was Panic! At The Disco

Here is after!

their name is now Panic At The Disco

without the exclamation point!

I LOVE RYAN ROSS!!