I'm only me when i'm with you!

well lets start this off with a big HELLO!!!
now that i said hello i'm just gonna babble on untill i think i have babbled enough xD sounds like a very good plan since i have nothing better to do than babble
okay well on sunday i get to see my BF yay! I'm oh so very happy about that since we havent seen each other since may. i dont really like the long distance relationship thing but since i love him i think i can try this out for awhile which i have been doing. its kinda hard cuz in 8th grade i was so used to seeing him every day when i walked into the cafeteria. i loved just seeing him. then this past yr (9th grade) even though i knew he moved i was still expecting him for some reason to be there in the cafeteria waiting for me but of course it didnt happen. which is okay i knew it wouldnt. i just wish he was a bit close instead of 2.5 hrs away even if it was just an hour away that would just be so much better cuz that would put him in austin and i could drive to austin when i am able to drive that is. i'm just not sure if the long distance is gonna work out. i love him but i also like to see my boyfriend more than once every couple months. i hate that part the most. i dont know why his parents couldnt try to find a job closer to blanco. =/
well next wednesday i get to see one of friends, maggie. she is awesome. i love her. i havent seen her since school let out =( i havent seen abunch of my age friends since school let out. i could try to talk my mom into letting me go to a party after i see aric but i dont think that is gonna happen

hmmm

okay so on sunday i will more than likely go to the movies with aric. yay! i'm like really nervous for some reason. I haven't seen him since may and i am like freaking out. its not even a for sure thing yet. he wants tog o in the evening but i dont think i can go that late so its like grrrr. i wish i could drive

ellooooooo

okay well on the 14th i left for New York. It was so much fun!! I loved the city! we packed so much stuff in one day it seemed like. the first day was traveling. so we basically just went to dinner and had pizza!! the toppings fell off of my piece xD it happened to the rest of my family too. well the second day was the most packed. we started at the statue of liberty, then the world trade center site (aka ground zero), then we went to time square, then we went to the Apple store on 5th Avenue! the third day we went to canal st down in china town and shopped for "designer" purses and went to see phantom of the opera w/ the family at the majestic theater on broadway! it was absolutely wonderful
time square we went to mainly every where big. we went to toys r us, madame trussodes, and hard rock cafe. we spent two hours in madame trussodes which took up most of our afternoon but it was fun so i dont complain. the apple store was amazing as always! but i could have spent foreverz in there if i could have!! as usual xD

question!

really random but i have a question can sumone answer it plz

on a "normal" 12 hr clock u wish at 11:11 PM, so on a 24 hr clock(aka Militarty time) do u wish at 23:23 or at 23:11???

i have no clue so i leave it with that for yall to ponder

ello

since i know nobody i know reads this i put what i feel in here. and if you are some one i know you can txt me about this stuff but you can not repeat it to anybody.

so now that is clear.

well today is my dad's birthday. my mom called and reminded me today! So I baked some brownies. I'm hoping they turn out correctly because I used two different mixes that have two different baking times and now the top layer is done and the bottom layer still needs to cook a little bit. if they turn out correctly they should taste delicious!! The top layer is the kind w/ walnuts in it and the bottom layer has chocolate chips in it! yumm!! =) we also dont have a gift for him DX mom said not to worry about it buttttttt its his birthday how can you not worry about it!!

okay umm well its been pretty boring here. supposed to get to like 105 today! wow! thats gunna be hot. my room is right were the sun comes up to so i get the heat full blown w/ my window being right there. gahh!! >_<

I made a new friend a couple nights ago on myyearbook he is really nice and puts friends first which is what i like to do. his name is James. he lives in boerne tx. and thats all i know oh and he has a wii xD we kinda messaged for a while one night this week. i stayed up till about 1 AM messaging him. It was kinda fun talking to him. I think i might have a tiny itty bitty crush on him. to be honest the reason i started messaging him was because i thuoght he looked cute. i know thats kinda shallow but truthfully i didn't care at all cuz he responded bak! and fe fe approves but i think she would approve over anybody other than my current BF aric and one of my friends Jerrick (who i used to like).

well i think thats it i will post more some time later

Peace and Love!

wow

i have not been on here in what feels like forever! lets see the last post was in april its now july that is a total of three months. wow okay so to catch up in april i did brake up w/ tate and started going out w/ aric again =) my grandpa got married on april 24th i think.not the happiest about it. my grandma found out about it like a week ago. damn it blew up in our faces. i saw aric in may and i was so happy! He was my first kiss! I am almost positive that i love him! we didn't get past regionals with out play. its okay there is always next year. i switched over to AT&T. i went to spain this yr. i'm kinda just filling you in on my life i dont even know if anybody even reads this anymore. i think that is about it. i will probably write more now that i'm home for summer.